i want something, need something so very, very badly...

fucking craving, mad craving. a hollowness, an imbalance...

and i have NO idea what it is...

so all i can do is sit here with this feeling, like a lump in my throat. can't get anything done. directionless.

i fucking don't know what it is. so i don't know how to sate it. feels like withdrawal from an addiction... but to WHAT?!

this is one of the strangest, strongest feelings i've ever had.

i am aching.

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